I go into a mode, I implode. I give license, I bestow, that’s what um here for. As a bee for pollination. One of these days I’ll video it. How I stoke & turn-up the environ’s i’m in, but it’s not “me”, but the spirit moving through me . I learned that movement is the magical elixir #catharsis-mode . Action is superior to inaction said Krishna to Arjuna in the GITA an epic battle of the heavens, I agree. Or rather it is, I or no I . The fire in me is that of revolt to social conditioning – the caste . Expressing the energy which is the creative force of the universe and sh*t . I speak only of movement and of action, that is the only thing real, we say but what do we do. Be not had by the contrary words that form around you . Actions speak louder than words my kin – stoke sh*t ALREDY ! SALUTE
Today I’m peaked, #murkathon, to the point to where I feel electrified. Suddenly who should
magically appear as I round the corner of the track headed to the bars but THEE – Force of Nature, RUNNING, she was. RUNNING to meet me says my ego brain-computer, she must have seen me before I saw her through the fence of the track , now she’s “walk-running” in my direction from the parking lot tho, binary stars I say!
I go, hey, no running on the grass ( or some sh*t) . She scoffs then smiles, she then asks me where I’m coming from, I say, Africa. Yes I say Africa, don’t ask me why it was spontaneous, maybe because she reminds me of Africa, in the realest sense, pure and uncut . Spitting from the survival scrolls son! As she passes by I’m like F this I’m going all the way in. I ask her where she’s going. Africa, she pauses then spits back like it was the obvious answer . Africa I reply, it’s right here with my arms outstretched – being spontaneous again . She got game ,as she prances off the other way. I head over to the pull-up bars and she doubles back with a friend ( perhaps who she was running to meet in the first place ). Puzzled now I couldn’t think of what else to say – wits end and they stroll by . The plot thickens, I don’t know what I’m liable to say, but I’m on the case, no pressure! SALUTE
That day, I saw her spinning like a flower on fire and was hit! Force of nature I named her then on. A force of nature for sure , you should have seen! I pictured her hurling storms in her wake , and like binary stars we are. Last time random AF she’s in my neighborhood WTF so unexpected I couldn’t say sh*t ! We parted ways and both looked back at each other from afar ( sappy movie sh*t, I know ) . I couldn’t think of what to say, but rather than being stung by disappointment I reveled in the chaos. How often is, to think of a thing and feel your heart foment. And to be prideless in the matter to say. I want to consume her in a sense, to take her ( willingly of course ) . Rather than to say to her things I can only ask her will she be mine yes or no, no fancy sh*t. And no matter her reply I can finally get some rest! SALUTE
I stared deeply upon the darkness and was illuminated , or rather enblackened . I have been the nearest to the real in the dark, utter black, SPACE. For a spell, I cherish it’s remembrance . And now I am consumed by the color black. I see in the spectrum of black I don . In repose I see the mockery of color. The bland feign colorful, have they ever stared into the darkness whole, and been riveted-consumed. Fear of the dark! SALUTE
In little league football we called it “crabbing”, running on all 4’s across the field during practice drills.
Aubrey Marcus posted a keen insight I think recently on his facebook page. He pointed out how 2 champion MMA fighters ( Jones / McGregor ) would crawl around the octagon on all 4’s as they entered the cage. He pointed out how they were both getting grounded, and tapping into some primal force. I have been thinking of being grounded all the time now. Since training in Akaido some months back. If nothing else I learned the difference between bruit strength and leverage. I know Akaido is scoffed at in many fighting circles for its magical mystical leanings , touché-touché! Recently I begin to train by crawling up and down steep stairs on all 4’s. I reached a point where I was moving most efficiently and achieved a relative degree of fluidity in my movement when suddenly, it kicked in! IT, being a moment where I saw the effectiveness of combining my arms and legs together to make power, some groovy sh*t man. Next level tho, try it out ! SALUTE